我还在默默的爱着你

你知道吗?我的心有多痛苦吗?你当让不知道。。 应为你的心理只有他一个。我呢?被你淘汰,被你抛弃。我把我的全新都给了你,你为什么要把他毁掉。以前你所说的话都是假的?我以为你是真心。。。看来,我是爱上错的人。。我选错了。。我以为,你。。是真心,所以我。。把我的心都给了你,你真的是看不出我多莫的爱你。。我有这么失败。。连我最爱的人也不可以保留。。。报应吧,我的一身都给了你。。现在,没了你。。我真不懂该这么办。。我想你,但你不想我。。我爱你,但你不爱我。。我要你,但你不要我。。我不能忘了你,但你早已经把我忘掉了。。你跟我讲,你要我做什么你才会爱我。。。你要我做什么你才肯回到我的身边。。每天,从早到晚。。我一直都在想你。。我很想把你给忘了。。单。。我做不到。。你已经是我的心的一部分。。。我的心一直都在哭。。爱你,却得不到你。想拥有你在我的手里,单。。他已经拥有了你的心。。。我真天都在哭,心里苦,外面也哭。。。相死,单。我还要活着。。等你。。等到你爱我的那一天。。我知道你找已经不把我放在眼里,应为。。。他不喜欢。。你这么做。。你有哪一次替我的感受,感想,而照相。。。?你说,永远致爱我一个。废话,对不对?我现在就跟你法师。。我,致爱你一个,永远爱着你。。我会一直等下去。遗址等,死了也会一直等。下一辈子我也会一直等。。。等到我拥有了你。

Still

Using Itouch to post, again lol. Still in hospital.. Don't like.. I cant stop thinking about... her. My heart is aching like mad now.. I.. believed you... I trusted you with my whole heart instead of her.. Yet... You dont believe me anymore.. i know after what happened you cant.. but you...

 

forever is bullshit....

why say forever when its not even true...

fuck...

fuck my life

fuck

When...

WHEN AM I GONA STOP SUFFERING LIKE THIS

YOU LIKE IT AH, SEEING EVERYTHING FALL APART.

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ANYMORE

I'M NOT EVEN MYSELF

FUCK YOU

FUCK THE HELL OUT OF YOU

I REALLY WISHED HE RAPED YOU A MILLION TIMES

FUCK

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN IM SUFFERING NOW

YOU THINK YOU KNOW

YOU DONT

ITS FUCKIGN WAY MORE WORST THEN YOU

YOUR HELL ENJOYING YOUR TIME WITH HIM INSTEAD TO FUCKING CARE

. ARGH. I HATE MY LIFE.

I feel..

I'm going to MIA awhile... Going hospital.. Bye..

7th month..

... This... date means alot.... to me.. Sigh.... i wonder... when will you... give me another chance to try again...

i love you more then anything else in the world.. The eye liner remover cute uh, pink colour, lol! Your prepaid, soon ba.. you also dont msg me much...

all the money will be spent on him....

 

Now i'm in 2nd place... but... where's the 2nd chance.... sigh...

 

i miss you dearly...

It hasn't gone down

"Why is everyone trying to.... kill me from the inside"

 

 

A decade of cutting away
dead flesh, cauterizing
old scars ripped open over and over
and still it is not enough.

I wrote you a poem on my wrists.

I used a razor as a pen and I signed my name in blood.

But you wouldn't read it.

Benson .



There's not much for you to know about me.
14 feb
Loner

somethings that are meant to be left broken

like my heart.

 


 

i'll always rmb what she said

One heart, one person

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